First news, the lack of updates and the discontinuation of my work is due to me struggling with depression. I have no idea when I'll be able to draw again, and have no idea when I'll ever be motivated in time to do so.
However, I've decided to try and go back home to Japan and visit family for a bit, and see how things work from there.
I've been trying to stay private as I could about everything, but just to make things challenging (?) for me I've decided to do the polar opposite of what I've been doing: Be as public as I can and admit to a lot things I've been dealing with.
I'm not entirely sure if I've lost my sense of sanity if I'm questioning the idea of it, but it feels like I don't have a firm grasp of it as I'd liked to. Maybe after some quiet time living near the vast mountains and shrines of where it was said the original Kami Amaterasu had landed (Miyazaki), I'll have idea on how to be more appreciative of not only myself but others who have been helping me confront my situation.
So, here's me telling all my subscribers, I'll be taking a giant-ass BRB
and I apologize for any lack of updates, responses and so forth that I end up showing on my dA until I'm better.